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Sigh. Pathetic humans.

hatred

Sometimes
i hated myself
and the stuffs happening around me
and the pain i caused to the people around me
so much

that i hope im small and tiny and edible
so that
a giant scaly snake will come and gobble me
still alive
slowly crushing my skull then the clavicle
and finally devour me whole

erasing my existence from this stupid world

balancing

Be it the relationship between nature and human
or the numbers of boys and girls at a dance party
if there is no balance achieved
someone will lose out

we protect what we love
and we love only what we understand
and yet we only understand so little
this is sad, sad indeed

rock band rocks

Sometimes when i didnt know how to let it out

i cry

and wish i have a nintendo wii
and the rock band game
and definitely the instumental set
then i'll blast the music
select my favourite song
play the drum till the drum sticks break
and strike the guitar till my fingers cramp
and release everythin out in a big bang

yea.
thats how i'll deal with it
who cares about neighbours